Saturday, January 24, 2004
work has been a refuge for me. i'm back to working alllll the time, like working saturdays again, sometimes sundays and tuesdays. the fact that i still don't hate my job, even though i keep going back to huge hours with not much time off is comforting. what would i be doing in my time off anyways? nothing? probably. reading, or writing, neither of which sound particularly intruiging right now (mostly because i'm tired from work, heh).
my life has truely turned into a video game. deliveries are just kind of funny. its like being on the streets of midnight club 2 trying to get the check points, lol. i'm putting my life on fast forward. weeks feel like days, months feel like weeks, and the years go by, sim city on african swallow mode. eventually i look up, and i've got 1.8 BILLION KAZILLION SIMULIANS. not really, but hey, i might get my car paid off this year. wouldn't that be a trip.
did i even mention i got a new car? back in november the tempo pooped out and i got a new car. i think when the curcuit popped, i lost the post where i mentioned it. i don't have plates yet, because the little dealership i bought it from keeps blowing it and not having them. its been 2 and a half months now, no plates. its ok, because they keep giving me those temporary deals you put in the back of your window. but man, a car doesn't realize its true identity without its plates. its like a baby without a name, it just doesn't feel complete. i think i have a picture hanging around here, just a sec. crap... i have no idea where i saved them :( WOO HA!!! found it
so yeah, thats the new hoopty. jing will be happy to know that it has a nice custom exhaust system and air filter that i know nothing about. it sounds obnoxious, which is why i love it :) it doesn't sputter or anything, its just loud. good times.
to sum things up, work good. life is pretty dull at the moment, but i kind of like dull. dull is simple, i can handle dull now that there isn't anything that irritates me. its just a happy bored, content.
blooped
my life has truely turned into a video game. deliveries are just kind of funny. its like being on the streets of midnight club 2 trying to get the check points, lol. i'm putting my life on fast forward. weeks feel like days, months feel like weeks, and the years go by, sim city on african swallow mode. eventually i look up, and i've got 1.8 BILLION KAZILLION SIMULIANS. not really, but hey, i might get my car paid off this year. wouldn't that be a trip.
did i even mention i got a new car? back in november the tempo pooped out and i got a new car. i think when the curcuit popped, i lost the post where i mentioned it. i don't have plates yet, because the little dealership i bought it from keeps blowing it and not having them. its been 2 and a half months now, no plates. its ok, because they keep giving me those temporary deals you put in the back of your window. but man, a car doesn't realize its true identity without its plates. its like a baby without a name, it just doesn't feel complete. i think i have a picture hanging around here, just a sec. crap... i have no idea where i saved them :( WOO HA!!! found it
so yeah, thats the new hoopty. jing will be happy to know that it has a nice custom exhaust system and air filter that i know nothing about. it sounds obnoxious, which is why i love it :) it doesn't sputter or anything, its just loud. good times.
to sum things up, work good. life is pretty dull at the moment, but i kind of like dull. dull is simple, i can handle dull now that there isn't anything that irritates me. its just a happy bored, content.
blooped
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
i don't know what i did. i went in to edit my template a little bit, now all my crap is huge and in a different font. that is what 3 years of editing a crappy template without understanding what i'm doing gets me. i need to break down and redo my entire page from scratch. i taught myself css for ://friv, i might as well use it. so lazy though.... sorry
Saturday, January 17, 2004
wellsy wellsy wellsy, look who's come CRAWLIN BACK.... me.....
so yeah, according to my calculations, my purpose in life is to restore magic to the world of men. i figure if anyone can do it, i can. i'll be the person who actually gets the coke can to slide across the table. it may sound rediculous, but it is something for me to do in my spare time.
that is all
so yeah, according to my calculations, my purpose in life is to restore magic to the world of men. i figure if anyone can do it, i can. i'll be the person who actually gets the coke can to slide across the table. it may sound rediculous, but it is something for me to do in my spare time.
that is all
Monday, January 05, 2004
this is cracked out. no one else on my blog list has even blogged this year. are we scared of 2004? yes, yes we are. that, and we are all pretty happy. or maybe we aren't. i don't know. i don't know much of anything anymore.
i think i'm going to go into hiding for a few months. blogging will probably pick up because i will be alone and stoned sitting around my house. but yeah, i'm at a point where i just don't really want to talk to other people for a little bit. i guess i've figured out where i stand on a lot of things, now i have to find a way to make it all blend with everyone else so i can stop exhausting myself worrying about other people and their strange ways.
i think i'm going to start writing a book, but i'm having trouble deciding which idea i want to write about more. i think i'm going to do the one i was originally going to do as an online novel. this is the idea that birthed friv. i was going to do an online novel with ryan and matt, but i couldn't figure out a way to get blogger or anything else to post in the opposite order, so you would have had to read chapter by chapter from the bottom, and that sounded dumb.
but yeah yeah, i'm pretty excited. being an introvert again sounds great. i got to college, and i decided to be an extrovert. it was great, i learned a lot. i can now function around other people very well, which was the main point to begin with. but i learned that i still don't really like being around a lot of people. it wasn't just because i was a goon and didn't know how to converse with people, it was because i don't like being around people.
this leaves me and my mind together. me and my best friend, when you really think about it. i'm going to start taking aikido lessons. i don't know why i haven't before. there is no reason for me not too, besides the money, and pretty soon i'll be doing good enough on the money aspect to handle it, especially if i get my insurance down to where i'm thinking i'm going too. its seriously going to free up another hundred a month. i hate insurance companys by the way, little side note there. mine seriously is fucking me. i'm paying $230 this month or something rediculous. so hated. i can get it to about half that somewhere else. my term ends this month, soooo....
i'm not going to be a complete recluse, but i just don't want to go do things. things sound stupid. i'm just going to do stuff at home. stuff rocks. it basically comes down to that one base idea i learned at ryans house oh so many years ago: stuff good, things bad.
i think i'm going to go into hiding for a few months. blogging will probably pick up because i will be alone and stoned sitting around my house. but yeah, i'm at a point where i just don't really want to talk to other people for a little bit. i guess i've figured out where i stand on a lot of things, now i have to find a way to make it all blend with everyone else so i can stop exhausting myself worrying about other people and their strange ways.
i think i'm going to start writing a book, but i'm having trouble deciding which idea i want to write about more. i think i'm going to do the one i was originally going to do as an online novel. this is the idea that birthed friv. i was going to do an online novel with ryan and matt, but i couldn't figure out a way to get blogger or anything else to post in the opposite order, so you would have had to read chapter by chapter from the bottom, and that sounded dumb.
but yeah yeah, i'm pretty excited. being an introvert again sounds great. i got to college, and i decided to be an extrovert. it was great, i learned a lot. i can now function around other people very well, which was the main point to begin with. but i learned that i still don't really like being around a lot of people. it wasn't just because i was a goon and didn't know how to converse with people, it was because i don't like being around people.
this leaves me and my mind together. me and my best friend, when you really think about it. i'm going to start taking aikido lessons. i don't know why i haven't before. there is no reason for me not too, besides the money, and pretty soon i'll be doing good enough on the money aspect to handle it, especially if i get my insurance down to where i'm thinking i'm going too. its seriously going to free up another hundred a month. i hate insurance companys by the way, little side note there. mine seriously is fucking me. i'm paying $230 this month or something rediculous. so hated. i can get it to about half that somewhere else. my term ends this month, soooo....
i'm not going to be a complete recluse, but i just don't want to go do things. things sound stupid. i'm just going to do stuff at home. stuff rocks. it basically comes down to that one base idea i learned at ryans house oh so many years ago: stuff good, things bad.
